What activities do you lose yourself in?
I used to love parties, but anymore they bore me. They are a place that forces me to engage in small talk. I don’t find it interesting being around people of consume a lot of alcohol and make fools of themselves.
The loud music and crowded spaces are overwhelming leaving me with a desire to escape. These social settings are monotonous and uninteresting because I feel like I’m being pressured to participate.
I would rather be around a few friends where I am free to be myself have deep conversations and drink a glass of wine.
From Pity to Praise 