
I listened to a teaching from Steven Furtick a few years ago and wrote this thought down, because it is dead on for someone who is fighting all the wrong battles.
“I thought I was fighting someone, and I thought I was fighting something, but the real fight, the real war, the real battle was not a battle with them, it was a battle I was fighting within.”
There are times in our lives when we are like Saul in the Bible, fighting the wrong battles, trying to kill what God is trying to use. We explode or “freak out” on people, or treat them badly, when instead we should just bless the Lord, if we could just get ourselves right, our minds right, if we could just fix our eyes, it would all come together.
Saul wads walking, talking civil war. He took out what was happening within himself on the closest available target.
Parents do this all the time to their children. It’s not that we don’t love them, we love them more than we love ourselves, but sometimes we don’t love ourselves. So, we cannot give them the love we have for them, if there is no love of God that flows out of us. We are not fighting them we are fighting ourselves.
When we are at war with ourselves, wretched if you will as the Apostle Paul calls the weapons of this world. We are fighting the very thing that God is trying to use in our lives.
Sometimes we are fighting against what we should be fighting for.
Knowing the true nature of God will help us to trust Him and open ourselves up so that we can receive the healing that only the Holy Spirit can provide for us.
Tom and 8:32 says,
“He who didn’t spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how would He not also with Him freely give us all things?”
After Jesus suffered and died for us, why would He withhold healing our wounded souls? We can confidently open up to Him and know that He has our best interests in mind simply by looking at what He went through on the cross for us.
We are loved by God, not because of what we’ve done, but because of who we are. The Bible tells us that while we were sinners, Jesus died for us. He longed to have a relationship with us even before we became His children (Romans 5:8).
Jesus says in John 15:14, “Greater love has no man than this, that a man lay down His life for His friends.”
Jesus laid down His life for us -that is how valuable and dear we are to Him.
We must realize God’s will for our souls.
Aside from the spirit of man, we should remember that this is the most important part of a man. His soul. Our being is man and emotion. But the soul comprises three parts, the mind which says “I think,” and the emotion which says, “I feel,’ and the decision which says, “I will.” We should understand that it is crucial in our inner or emotional healing because it is our own self-consciousness, our inner being if the spirit is part is God-conscious, and the flesh is world-conscious, then our soul is our own self-consciousness. It took me 10 years to understand this, Hopefully, now you can understand this and benefit from it as I have.
“For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and of a sound mind” – 2 Timothy 1:7.
When the Holy Spirit comes, the will of God for the healing of our souls comes. God completes us!
We should make it clear in our minds that the Holy Spirit can work by God’s grace if we let Him. It is for us to decide.
Abuse, trauma, hurt, and pain are all works of the devil and the consequences of our fall. Jesus came to destroy the works of the devil and to restore His children to fullness to which He had created them to fulfill.
When Jesus was here on the earth, He went about doing the will of the Father in heaven, and this included healing all who were oppressed of satan.
“How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power, who went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, (satan) for God was with Him” -Acts 10:38.
When we receive Jesus as our Lord and Savior, the Holy Spirit comes as a result of this acceptance and He will be the One that will bring us to transformation.
Realizing our identity in Christ Jesus is absolutely vital to our healing process. We need to know that we are “new in Christ” freed from the darkness of our past, forgiven of our sins, and that freedom and healing are ours because of the Blood that Jesus she’d for us.
The decision is whether we surrender wholly to Him, and allow the Holy Spirit to live on the inside of us.






