A mystery that I will always wonder and never solve is the “why” my mother treated me so cruelly. While none of my brothers or sister had good childhoods, I was the one, who got the worst of it. It has left me with a profound form of trauma and has left me grappling with confusion. For many years I blamed myself -Did I remind her of someone who was mean to her, did she have a secret mental illness, or was I the “accident” pregnancy she didn’t want? In the end while I can speculate the reasons why, I will never truly know.
Beauty in your life- change your thoughts for a positive outlook
From Pity to Praise 