From Pity to Praise

Spirituality does not come from religion it comes from your soul. We must stop confusing religion and spirituality. Religion is a set of rules, regulations, And rituals created by humans which are supposed to help people spiritually. Do you to human and imperfection. Religion has become corrupt, corrupt, political divisive and a tool for power struggle. Spiritually is not theology or ideology. It is simply a way of life. Pure and Original as give the most high the universe and each other.

No matter what you have been through your still here. You may have been challenged, hurt, betrayed, or beaten but nothing has defeated you. Your still here, you may have been delayed but not denied, you are not a victim you are a victor. You have a history of victory.

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will; as they sometimes will; when the road you’re trudging seems up hill; when funds are low and debts are high, and you want to smile but you have to sigh; when all is pressing you down a bit; Rest if you want but don’t you quit. Success is failure turned inside out.

The Silver tint on the clouds of doubt; and you can never tell how close you are; it may near when It seems far. So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit; it’s when things go wrong that you must not quit. By John Greenleaf Whitter

I have found that writing your thoughts down has helped me heal a great deal. Even if you write your thoughts and feelings and tear the paper up it is therapeutic. It gets all those thoughts out of your mind. Somethings I know you don’t want to share with other people. Those thoughts and feelings have to get out of your mind. Let go of them so can start healing.

Don’t allow others to make your path for you. It is your road and yours alone, others may walk it with you. Accept yourself and your own actions. Own your thoughts, speak up when wrong and apologize. Know your path at all times, to do this you must know yourself inside and outside. Accept your gifts as well as your shortcomings and grow with honesty, integrity, compassion, faith, and sisterhood or brotherhood.

Stop letting people who do so little for you control so much of your mind, feelings, and emotions

Growing up was sometimes difficult, as the last child born. My mother have me at 39. I was always told I was a accident. Everything I was trying to do I was told can’t you do anything right. I remember going to the bathroom and trying to turn on the light but I couldn’t reach it. My mother seen me and told me you are useless you can’t even turn on a light. Things got worse from that point. I was told I was stupid, ugly, and I would never amount to anything. I believed what my mother said was true. After a few visits to the State hospital and a couple times trying to end my life. I realized that maybe God had a purpose for my life. But I didn’t now what. I just knew I couldn’t live like that any longer. I changed the doctors I was going to and I managed to find good ones. After years and years of appointments I finally was doing better, it’s hard to say that finally forgave my mother for me not for her. I will never forget. I realized I had to win this battle, I was not going to let her win. What she did to me was her sin not my sin, so why was I suffering for her sin, I did nothing wrong she did. I tell you don’t suffer for something you didn’t do, forgive yourself and move on.